in the dreams

we are in malls, in stores that sell fancy dresses, in elevators, in vans, in stores and restaurants where you stop along the way on a road trip, planes, trains, cars, we are always running, performing, in our hold high/middle school, in the gym and audiorium and locker room and lounge, in ny, in big grocery stores, in trance in everywhere in and out gone and out and around and gone moving moving moving moving moving always going going going going going

in the dreams we are more scared than seems to make sense aand we can fly somewhat. or jump far. we can jump and run and we can do anything almost and there is sun and amusement parks and hills and highways crazy crazy crazy

not feelin good not not not not not not not not not not not not not not not not not not not not not not not not not not not not not not not not not not not not so scared so scared always tryin stay safe stay safe stay safe no one cares tyrin not care always houses victorian houses on hills and walking around the hills on roads and also bus stops and woods

and apartments or dorm rooms and people try get in come in and dark and light and everything i want to die i do i want to die i do i want to die i do

every dream is a backwards talking dream run forward with what they are trying to tell us they whisper conspiratorilly but we must not want to know. how much more could there be to know? is that all? how much more could there be that’s worse. does it actually have to get worse?

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bad girl bad girl bad girl bad girl gonna try make a movie show what happened